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With me resigning from the PD to focus on my schoolwork (would like to say it was my idea, but I was given a choice of which was more important to me–funny, as I go to the university I worked for), I have had something called “free time,” something I haven’t had in a long time.  But that is jumping ahead a bit…

So backing up a few months–I am divorced, and we are ok friends.  Things for me have changed, and changed quite drastically.  The “free time” I spoke of before has been quite a blessing, not only allowing for me to work on my internship (ironically at the PD I quit from) but also time for me to reflect on my life.  Signing up on eHarmony turned out to be the best decision I have made, matching me to a man I dearly love.  Yes, many have doubted that I can love so quickly and move too fast with someone I met on the internet.  Normally I would agree on that stance, but seeing as it has happened to me, I am quite a bit more open-minded on the topic.

Dan is amazing, and a perfect compliment to me.  I couldn’t have made a better choice.  My attitude has changed, and I am a much happier me.  His parents welcomed me with open arms (over the phone and on email, as they live in a different state), already considering me their daughter.  I introduced Dan to my parents, and they adore him, too–also telling both of us the amazing change in my attitude.  I moved in with him at the end of February, and my Grandpa went to a nursing home–he had another stroke and I couldn’t stay with him all the time or pick him up when he falls, which is quite often.  Shortly after, Dan gave me a beautiful promise ring, and this last Sunday had the talk with my dad.  My dad has been the biggest doubter of this entire relationship, the one that has been the loudest on us going too quickly.  So I was quite surprised when he said yes.  He is actually very happy and thrilled that I made a good decision–apparantly a lot of the “talk” was about all the terrible decisions that I have made throughout my life.  Makes me feel really good, but what can I do…those are his opinions, but I call those decisions “learning experiences”.  Anyway, not too long after I moved in, I waws backed into the corner at work to make the decision between work and school–work believed that they should be first in my life, and school being second.  At that point, I was only three months from graduation, so there was no way I was going to toss away $1800 just so I could keep a job that I was beginning to like less and less because they were changing my duties.  I am fortunate to be able to be at home and focus on my studies, and also begin thinking about what I want out of life. 

So back to the “free time” agian.  With this time, I have had two major…things…that I want to do.  First, I have eight patterns that are floating around in my head.  I am currently test knitting one of them, and I have one written out.  So hopefully I will be able to finish the test knit and write out the pattern–pretty basic, but it is coming out really cute.  🙂  During breaks and watching movies or TV,  I have been working on my patterns and test knits–Dan is going to build me a website soon, too, so I can put them on the web.  I am SO excited about this!  I have wanted to be able to write out patterns for quite some time, but have never had the chance–now I do, and I intend to take advantage of it!  And I can’t wait to share them with everyone!!

The second thing that I came up with just thinking about life is that I now know what I want to do as far as a career is concerned.  I thought for sure before I wanted to be in emergency management/police administration, but now that I have had time away and have been working on my internship project, I realized that the one thing I miss the most from working at the police department–doing the lectures in the freshman classes on safety and sexual assault on campus.  I was able to teach, warn and help students, and it was the most satisfying aspect of my job that I had.  After mulling it over, I realized I could still do that, but in a different capacity.  I know now that after I graduate, I am going to become an independent consultant.  I already have the ball rolling, as my internship project will definitely be a major portion of it.  I have tons more ideas of how to make it work and what I will do, and my future father in law and Dan both are behind me 100%, my FIL actually helping guide me in the right direction (he was an independent consultant at one time).  I can’t wait to get started on all of this!!  Things are really looking great. 🙂

Last, I wanted to say that I have started a new blog.  It is just basically somewhere I write about everyday stuff.  It would be great for everyone to check it out as well, and I do hope that it takes off.  🙂  This one I am going to go back to gearing it towards knitting, as I had originally intended.  Surprisingly, Dan has also picked up loom knitting, and we are both working on the charity project I had set at the beginning of the year–to make 100 baby hats–and we have decided to donate them to the children’s hospital in town.  A very close friend of mine works there as a nutritionist, and she has given me the contact there (and is also helping with my recent diagnosis of being diabetic–which she was shocked about since I am only 105lbs and 5’3, not exactly fitting the typical profile).  It is wonderful to have someone that is interested in doing the same things that you do, ya know?

Good night for now–going to get some rest for tomorrow!!

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Well, I think I am going to start with the “Friday Fill-in” first…

1. Oh, I am so _tired_ !

2. _Pain_ changes, big and little.

3. During _work today_, I _am hoping that I hear the final word on my job at lunch with Chief…_.

4. _”Stepmoms aren’t real parents”_; are you kidding me??? (I have been hearing that A LOT lately)

5. Right now I’d like to be _in bed, happily asleep_.

6. _My Blackberry (I know, I know)_ is my favorite gadget.

7. And as for the weekend, tonight I’m looking forward to _relaxing on the couch and catching up on my shows_, tomorrow my plans include _having company for dinner_ and Sunday, I want to _study so I am ready for classes next week_!

It’s been a busy week.  It was the first week of classes, we had the new president sworn into office, Trooper got fixed, and I started the first of my two classes that I am taking this semester.  Only four (pretty sure of that) more until I graduate after these two!  I decided to retake a psychology course called Sensation and Perception that I failed (to ever show up for) many years ago, and a sociology course in Criminology.  Since classes started on Tuesday, I only attended one class–Criminology–this week, as my other class is on Monday nights.  I will say that the class is very interesting.  The professor started the class with going around the room to make introductions–we all had to state our name, where we were from, what our race is, and a crime that we have committed.  Considering what I do, I wasn’t too happy with the last part of the introduction speech.  I did choose to keep my profession quiet, and only admitted to a “crime” that I know is on record–when I ran over someone (and no, didn’t kill him; I just bumped him and he scratched his leg.  They said they wouldn’t sue, declined medical assistance, but then decided to sue three weeks later from Mexico claiming a lot of BS…needless to say, I was pissed…but that’s another story).  All in all, I think I am going to enjoy the class, but hope that he at least gives us a break in the middle (it is a 3 hour night course); he didn’t this last time, and by the time we got out of class I was in an immense amout of pain and decided to recover the next day instead of going to work.  Afterall, for now I am still a student worker. 

Trooper got fixed on Tuesday.  I was so sure that that was the best plan since he has been marking things in the house, is quite aggressive, and keeps tearing up things (usually things that are mine).  When he brought him home I felt terrible…Trooper was doped up and looked so sad.  His ears were down and tail was down, whimpering, and I held him the entire evening, giving him his pain meds at 8pm.  The next day he was still unhappy and hurting, and I knew that I wouldn’t be getting home until late and felt bad about leaving him.  Turns out he was much better but knew that I would baby him if he acted hurt.  He’s absolutely fine now, bouncing around, playing, and back to normal.  Just really hoping that he will calm down on the “marking territory” and chewing up my things!

I made the decision to knit at least 50 hats for donation to an area hospital for NICU.  Tonigjht I will finish at least 5, maybe six.  There was a great sale at Michaels on the softest yarn, and I had to get some.  Turned out just perfect for these little hats!!  I have been itching to knit more, and have some wonderful yarns I want to play with.  I am looking to knit a shawl later, maybe some yoga leggings (even tho I don’t do yoga)…just something different.  You can only knit so many scarves and hats, you know?  🙂  But still, I want to do something more complicated, so this fits in that category.

Tomorrow we are having friends over for BBQ.  I am looking quite forward to it, especially since we haven’t seen these friends since September or October.  It is going to be a great menu with great people.  I need this relaxing…next week is going to be nuts!!  I’m going to try to alleviate some of the stress by making a schedule…lists always seem to help….  🙂

Anyway, hope that everyone has a wonderful weekend.  To my dear friend, hang in there.  It will get easier.  I’ll always be here for you!!  Just remember, you are stronger than you think you are.  Nothing will be dealt to you that you can’t handle, even if you need some help along the way.

*hugs*

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